Let's Keep A Sharp Eye

These past few days have been pretty weird. I've gotten more positive, and I had never seen so much socializing in just a few days. Is it weird? I mean, I normally don't attract attention, and I mostly just sit in the back of the room, but these past few days had been pretty strange to me. I got more... er... I guess I can call it attention. Not much, but definitely more than the previous months of numbness and boredom and angst and all that jazz.

Why do I say 'all that jazz'? Doesn't rhyme, but it fits. Like an overused cliché. Huh.

Maybe things are gonna get better for me after all.

Well, Spring Break is starting next week, and I got a lot of free time by then. And I've been drawing quite a lot, too...

What a strange week.

My Card

Okay, my mom has my debit card.

AND SHE SPENT ALL MY MONEY. ALL OF IT. THERE'S ONLY $2 LEFT IN MY ACCOUNT. What the living hell, am I gonna use $2 for, eh?

If she gave me a reasonable reason, then I'll push it aside. BUT REALLY.

$120+ DOWN THE DRAIN.

WASTED

MY

MONEY.

I've never been so upset as much as this.

And it was my card. Mine! I was saving that money for an electric guitar.

I was saving that money...

My money...

Now I'll never get that electric guitar. I'll never save enough money. She always does this, thinking that I'm  a child and not being able to do this. This is stupid! I'm willing to say that the money could be spent on food and laundry, but seriously? I would very much like it IF YOU NOTIFIED ME FIRST.

UGH.

Temporal Doppler Effect

Ever heard of the Doppler effect? It's when a the sound travels to you, either high (loud) or low (soft or distant). Just look it up.

SO! What's the temporal doppler effect?

It's when the past feels longer than the future. Doesn't the week before feels longer than the next week, eh? Let's say, a week before Valentine's day, I ask you that I want a stuffed animal. On the day of Valentine's day, you forgot and made an excuse saying that it was a long time ago that I requested that gift!

Temporal doppler effects our timing. When you have numbers labeling time, it seemed like what felt like forever was just a couple days ago. Magical, eh?

How I got this info was from my mail. XD

Dark Thoughts That Loom

I sometimes wonder who I am in my story. Everyone has a story, but what character?

Am I the princess? Or perhaps the queen? Maybe I'm a knight or a perhaps a maid? What will my plot be, or do I even have a plot?

My head hurts... I really need some sleep...

Back Again

I'm down in the dumps again. I completely forgot half of my homeworks and now I'm so screwed.

I failing most classes now. And I don't know what to do. Not to mention I don't know how to deal with these things very well...

I guess running away can't solve a problem. Unless you're being chased by zombies.

And It's All About Me-me-me-me-meee

-----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Mancy
Single or taken: (forever)Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: July 11th
Sign: Crab/Cancer/the emotional bitch of the zodiac
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Chocolate (my eyes look delicious XD)
Height: 5'4'' I think
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight (If I was a guy, I'd be gay.)

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: I don't really know. The mall?
Favorite designer?: None
What is your sexiest outfit?: Pshhh I'm sexy enough without my clothes (Jk, my big pink t-shirt that says, 'Get A Life' with a picture of a mushroom from Super Mario XD)
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Jeans (preferably bootcut) and a T-Shirt (big, large, and comfy)
What do you usually wear?:  Jeans and a T-shirt lol

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head n' Shoulders. I think. I change shampoos alot.
What are you listening to right now: The Golden Age by The Asteroids Galaxy Tour (I heard this song for the first time on a Heineken beer commercial XD)
Who is the last person that called you?: Maman
How many buddies are online right now?: I don't have any buddies online ;w;
-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Shrimp Fried Rice, Ferrero Rotchers (buy this, and I will marry you)
Girls names: Suki, Mancy, Prima, Anabella, and... yeah.
Boys names: Tsuna, Hibari, Gokudera, Yamamoto, Rian, Thomas, Matthew, Arther, Alfred, 
Subjects in school: Art, Music, Math, Literature, Forensics, and possibly even Physiology...

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Pets and my little cousins XD
Smoked?: Bleh, why would I want black lungs if I can have pink? 
Bungee jumped?: I WILL WHEN I GET MOAR MONEY! >0<
Made yourself throw up?: I-uh-I uh what?
Skinny dipped?: Which is... uh... no.
Ever been in love?: If I had, I would've had a ring on my finger.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Not really...
Pictured your crush naked?: Well, if it's Tsuna-kun.
Actually seen your crush naked?: Tsuna-kun. Naked. Done.
Cried when someone died?: I'm a CRAB. What do you think?
Lied: Lol I never lief before >w>
Fallen for your best friend?: Huh? My bffs are girls...
Rejected someone?: Yes, and I kinda feel bad because he really did love me
Used someone?: Why use them if I have the awesome me?
Done something you regret?: I don't think I have... 

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Blue bootcut jeans, blue retro t-shirt, red/pink fuzzy jacket, tennis shoes, and my lucky blue watch. 
Music: The Golden Age by The Asteroids Galaxy Tour
Smell: Fresh 
Desktop picture: >3> I don't like it, since I'm using my schools computer. 
CD in player: None last time I checked
DVD in player: None

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • ו----------------------

You touched: Uh uh uh uh I think it was Sam
Hugged: Sam
You IMed: Hyu-myo? I think it was Ciera
You yelled at: I never really yell... 
You kissed: My cat this morning. Always give kisses to my cat <3

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Abit stubborn but yeah XD
Open-minded: I'm Miss Stubborn! I can be at times, but I'm mostly stubborn 
Arrogant: Arrogant... depends.
Insecure: Isn't everyone these days?
Random: Bwaha, depends on who's hanging out with the awesome me.
Hungry: As always. :9
Smart: Lol in some areas. I'm not that smart. Just intelligent in multiple areas that most people don't really exceed in at my age.
Moody: I'm A FREAKIN' AWESOME CRAB. I'm bound to my emotions!
Hard working: No.
Organized: Surprisingly, yes.
Healthy: Psh, nah. Imma be fat when I grow up. XD
Shy: When I'm in a flustered mood.
Difficult: When I'm in a stubborn mood.
Bored easily: I'll be bored at around 12 o'clock.
Obsessed: WITH LITTLE TSUN-TSUN. <3
Angry: Why should I be angry?
Sad: Why should I be sad? o.o
Happy: When I'm in a happy mood XD
Hyper: Not much, but I have my moments. :D
Trusting: Innocent until proven guilty, eh?

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: Someone.
Slap?: Someone.
Get really wasted with?: Tsuna <3
Get high with: Tsuna <3
Talk to offline: Offline?
Talk to online: Anyone really.
Sex it up with: Tsuna, and only Tsuna.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: roll of my bed and end up getting a bruise on my hips. And leg. And shoulder. And head. 
Love is: like an apple. If you let it rot, it will rot. But it's still sweet.
Sexual preference: I like gay men. 
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Hair. lol, and then their body types. That's when I use my fujoshi powers to decided either or not he's an uke or a seme.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: MTN DEW RULES ALL.
Flowers or candy: Flowers! I like the smell of Lilies <3
Tall or short: Tall and short! Medium is best XD

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: I haven't been laughing a lot these day ;-;
Makes you smile: lots o'stuff. I enjoy the simple things in life XD
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Tsuna *faints*

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I'm actually wasting my time on netflix watching Doctor Who and Sherlock (Benedict is fuckin' brilliant)
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes... I don't have a lot of guy friends.
Wish you were younger: Hu-myu... My childhood was pretty disastrous so...
Cry because someone said something to you?: Cry? I nearly made her loose her tooth! ;o;

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: Once...?
Of hearts I have broken: Two :I
Of guys I've kissed: One (first bf)
Of girls I've kissed: ...I faintly remember kissing a girl, but I'm not so sure...
Of CD's I own: A buh-gillion (most of them are my moms.
Of scars on my body: A guh-gillion.

Transfer Your Money to Me

I just go a new bank account with $50 in. I need about 200-250 more dollars to reach my goal of buying myself the guitar, the bag, and the dress.

Stop looking at me weird and give me your money >3>