Forensics

I just started my day, and, like 'normal', I'm thinking about pigs.

Whut. XD

In my Forensics class, we're on a unit with decomposition. Mr. Pig just so happens to be our test subject. What we're looking for is how long will the pig last outside; and it's pretty horrid outside since the weather here is always going back and forth. That's Nebraska for you. (=w=")

I wanna go back to my bed and sleep. It was so warm in my bed and outside is so cold and unwelcoming. ( ;3;) The world looks better when I'm in bed snoozing away XD

Don't Play With My Heart!

Dear Physiology class,

It would help me if you would stop prodding and poking my heart. I understand that it's for the name of science, but when you kids jab at my aorta and brachiocephalic vein with those sticks, it really hurts. Be gentle next time, or else I'll take my heart to rot with me.

Sincerely,
Mr. Pig

A Friend I Call Fox

There's this girl I met online (on dA.com you idjits) and she's really awesome. >w< I actually feel more loved around her than from the people in real life. At first, we were just poking around, wonder what we had in common.

And we have alot of things in common.

Our friendship became escalated to total awesome weirdos who are more awesome together than being awesome alone. She's 18, and lives in Maine. Oh, she also said today she was going to a new sushi shop in Bragan, Maine called 'Ninja Sushi'. I can't believe they named it that; they must be truly japanese. XD

I hope she finds a boyfriend. She's a really nice person, and she's just. Too. Awesome.

Well, I'm probably calling her that because she always cuddles my face off whenever we rp (in a non-perverted way; I meant it as a game/geek/otaku way). Plus, we have this awesome plan of one day ruling the whole world with our awesomeness own a café. oUo

Not like ruling the world is a bad idea... Ufufufu~

So, I guess I should be feeling more positive, but I just can't. I haven't seen him again... And I feel a bit lonely. I can only talk to Fox when I get on dA.com... I don't have any other communicative connections to chat with Fox; if I did, I wouldn't be typing this.

I really miss her already. She's the only person I can proceed to be a creepy weird girl online without having to be 'polite' and hold back my thoughts or views of the world. Plus, she's always giving me hugs. Like, proper hugs not sure if jumping on me and cuddling my face off counts as a proper hug, but it beats any of there other 'hugs' I get from my other friends.

What should I do now...? I can't talk to Fox, I still have a stupid crush on PT-asshole, and I'm already feeling like this week is dead.


*weeps* I-I want to cuddles someone now... qnq

Let's Keep A Sharp Eye

These past few days have been pretty weird. I've gotten more positive, and I had never seen so much socializing in just a few days. Is it weird? I mean, I normally don't attract attention, and I mostly just sit in the back of the room, but these past few days had been pretty strange to me. I got more... er... I guess I can call it attention. Not much, but definitely more than the previous months of numbness and boredom and angst and all that jazz.

Why do I say 'all that jazz'? Doesn't rhyme, but it fits. Like an overused cliché. Huh.

Maybe things are gonna get better for me after all.

Well, Spring Break is starting next week, and I got a lot of free time by then. And I've been drawing quite a lot, too...

What a strange week.

My Card

Okay, my mom has my debit card.

AND SHE SPENT ALL MY MONEY. ALL OF IT. THERE'S ONLY $2 LEFT IN MY ACCOUNT. What the living hell, am I gonna use $2 for, eh?

If she gave me a reasonable reason, then I'll push it aside. BUT REALLY.

$120+ DOWN THE DRAIN.

WASTED

MY

MONEY.

I've never been so upset as much as this.

And it was my card. Mine! I was saving that money for an electric guitar.

I was saving that money...

My money...

Now I'll never get that electric guitar. I'll never save enough money. She always does this, thinking that I'm  a child and not being able to do this. This is stupid! I'm willing to say that the money could be spent on food and laundry, but seriously? I would very much like it IF YOU NOTIFIED ME FIRST.

UGH.

Temporal Doppler Effect

Ever heard of the Doppler effect? It's when a the sound travels to you, either high (loud) or low (soft or distant). Just look it up.

SO! What's the temporal doppler effect?

It's when the past feels longer than the future. Doesn't the week before feels longer than the next week, eh? Let's say, a week before Valentine's day, I ask you that I want a stuffed animal. On the day of Valentine's day, you forgot and made an excuse saying that it was a long time ago that I requested that gift!

Temporal doppler effects our timing. When you have numbers labeling time, it seemed like what felt like forever was just a couple days ago. Magical, eh?

How I got this info was from my mail. XD

Dark Thoughts That Loom

I sometimes wonder who I am in my story. Everyone has a story, but what character?

Am I the princess? Or perhaps the queen? Maybe I'm a knight or a perhaps a maid? What will my plot be, or do I even have a plot?

My head hurts... I really need some sleep...