A Friend I Call Fox

There's this girl I met online (on dA.com you idjits) and she's really awesome. >w< I actually feel more loved around her than from the people in real life. At first, we were just poking around, wonder what we had in common.

And we have alot of things in common.

Our friendship became escalated to total awesome weirdos who are more awesome together than being awesome alone. She's 18, and lives in Maine. Oh, she also said today she was going to a new sushi shop in Bragan, Maine called 'Ninja Sushi'. I can't believe they named it that; they must be truly japanese. XD

I hope she finds a boyfriend. She's a really nice person, and she's just. Too. Awesome.

Well, I'm probably calling her that because she always cuddles my face off whenever we rp (in a non-perverted way; I meant it as a game/geek/otaku way). Plus, we have this awesome plan of one day ruling the whole world with our awesomeness own a café. oUo

Not like ruling the world is a bad idea... Ufufufu~

So, I guess I should be feeling more positive, but I just can't. I haven't seen him again... And I feel a bit lonely. I can only talk to Fox when I get on dA.com... I don't have any other communicative connections to chat with Fox; if I did, I wouldn't be typing this.

I really miss her already. She's the only person I can proceed to be a creepy weird girl online without having to be 'polite' and hold back my thoughts or views of the world. Plus, she's always giving me hugs. Like, proper hugs not sure if jumping on me and cuddling my face off counts as a proper hug, but it beats any of there other 'hugs' I get from my other friends.

What should I do now...? I can't talk to Fox, I still have a stupid crush on PT-asshole, and I'm already feeling like this week is dead.


*weeps* I-I want to cuddles someone now... qnq

Ranting and Books

Alright, so on the 15th of July, my parent got into a fight(again) and it caused mom to be afraid of dad. She also went back to grandma, with me joining in, for 3 whole days. Without internet, t.v., or any technology. So what can a lazy girl like me do to pass the time? Hang out with friends, and read books.

Yes. Books.

I do read; it takes me away from reality sometimes(almost as good as music) and always makes me turn the page. However, I accidentally bought the second book of a trilogy series, and I have this stubborness to read the first one instead. But I don't have the first one. Which makes me too stubborn to read the second book of the series.

Imagine me going back and forth.

Me #1: But the book is the second of the series!
Me #2: Yeah, so? You don't want to waste a good $25 on a book you'll never read, right?
Me #1: Yeah, but I'll get confused if I read it now! I don't even know the characters enough. Ever heard of character development!?
Me #2: WHO CARES? It's a book! Just read it! It's not like it's gonna harm you anyways! You'll just miss out on the development. It won't hurt, right?
Me #1: WRONG! Character development is important! Just like the time I read the Time Quake Trilogy books! We honestly fell in love with the characters because of their personalities, and god damnit Gideon is extremely smart, gentlemanly, and sexy in the story! ALL BECAUSE OF HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT.
Me #2: I admit, Gideon was awesome in the story. BUT BESIDE THAT. Start reading the book!
Me #1: NOOOO!!!!
Me: #2: DAMNIT. JUST. READ. THE. DAMN. BOOK.
ME #1: NEVER, UNTIL I READ THE FIRST ONE.

Annnndddd that's how it went. Yes, I know. I'm just insane and mentally disturbed. Possibly because I was slightly traumatized when I was little. Meh, we're all alittle messed up in the head. C:

Ciao ciao~

--Prima