Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts

Monday, January 14, 2013

I Can't Be Depressed, I'm Just Serious!

Alot of my friends (from... Wonderland. I swear, that stupid Dodo bird is stalking me again, Hatter stole my money, and the White Rabbit leaves mud with his bunny prints all over my house) often finds me... er... angry.

I don't get angry, atleast not often.

Which is surprising because I'm an emotional (very ;w;) cry baby (I cried alot in elementary. Especially in sports ;v;).

But I do get annoyed! And maybe sometimes serious.

Well, I'm hardly ever serious. That's why if you ever see me serious, it's probably not true. On the out, I have this stupid bored/annoyed poker face, but truely I'm probably fantasizing about Tsuna-kun wearing a maid outfit.

Wait.

Brb.

Here you go!


My reaction was just like Mukuro (the guy with the purple/blue hair).

Because you know Tsuna is too moe~ moe~

And it's pronounced as MO-EH. NOT MOE. IT'S WEIRD. YOU DON'T CALL SOMEONE CUTE MOEEE. It's like calling someone anorexic celery! It just doesn't adsdfhsldkj fit! D<

...

Well.

^I guess I was kind mad. But as in crazy, insane, and the kind you all love.

Oh, there are three types of mentalness.

---Sanity (people who just... normal. And making your hair bright green doesn't count)
---Mentanity (I made it up btw and they're people who are, literally, mentally ill)
---Insanity (Awesome people AKA ME. >D)

And so, now that that's cleared up, I'm an insane person. No wait. I'm an awesome insane person.

Oh, right. 

...

What were we-- RIGHT! Me being angry! Well, short-story, I don't get angry often (only twice in my whole life ;w;) and when I do, people kinda run away from me ;3; I'm all like 

"Bodies droppin' to the flo', bodies droppin' to the flo'."

With this dark entity surrounding me. (I call him Midnight o3o)

I mentioned I got angry twice, which was back in 6th grade, and the more recent one, in 9th grade.

In 6th grade, I got mad at these girls talking behind my back (as in, they were really behind my back). This girl named Nicole bitch was talking about how I was cursing in the lunch room (I did, but I didn't really care), and that my friend was a whore(*stabstabstabstab*).

She still has her pretty face though.

...

I promise! I didn't do anything to her! ^^; I can be evil, but karma did most of the work =w=.

In 9th grade, I was angry over my sketch book. qwq

I get verrrrrryyyy attached to my sketchbooks. They literally hold all my hearts, my crushes, my imagination. They are the gate to my insanity.

And I lost it in choir.

I. When I realized I couldn't find my sketch book, midnight came out and my friends were looking at me with this weird look.

Luckily it was the last class of my day, so I went looking for it. I asked friends, the students, even my teacher. 

And I asked them.

"Oh I don't know. Go ask somebody else." You know black girls look at you, with that disgusted look on their face and that's literally saying 'whos dis bitch lookin' at?' and you have this small urge to smack the living crap out of them until they cry and weep?

...

Oh God, my dad really did influenced me. That, and my bad experiences with... er... one-colored people. ;v;

So I asked them, they gave me this stupid look, and walked away moving their heads side-to-side like peacocks. I know it was stupid of me to quickly assume they were the bad guys, but I really didn't like them. My friend, Cici, knew what was wrong with me and dragged me away before I really make someone cry and weep... ovo

We went back to the choir room and searched every nick and cranny until I found my sketch book on top of a shelf. I vaguely remembered putting it there and Midnight instantly vanish. You could literally feel the whole room light up, even Cici was face palming in the back.

As I was about to exit the school, I saw those girls again, and they gave me 'the look'.

"You found yo' book?" I was normal, I was happy, I had my sketch book and every things okay. I gave them a forced smile ad nodded.

"Yeah, it was on the shelf."

"Be careful, you don' know if someone'll steal it." And they walked off. True, I felt bad for instantly assuming they were the one to steal my treasure, but I can't help it. I just have really bad experiences with black people. I only met two types in my whole life, it's the nice and sweet one or the bitchy-type. 

I've met the bitchy-type more often than the nice-n'-sweet one. ;v;

I met a fair amount of nice people also, like Alexis or Natasha. 

Hell, my best friend (who's my very VERY FIRST Bff) is black. (her name's Isreal, her birthday's July 14th, born in the same hospital with me, even the same room qwq).

So, take it from me! Never judge a book by it's cover. That's why you read the back! XD

Monday, November 12, 2012

Gasping for Air

I.

Can't.

Breathe.

Alright, I can still breathe, except that I feel like I'm gonna cough up some blood...

I just had basketball btw. AND IT'S SO SCARY AND INTENSE.

...

BUT I STILL LOVE IT.

Pity that I had to leave early because my coach said I couldn't turn in my physical forms yet. Too late. My pinkie realllly hurts lol.

And man, I suck.

Like, really really really badly. Hell, I thought I'd be like Peter Griffen running home when he won that Willie Wonka beer ticket. BUT NOPE. I just tripped on my butt and skinned my knee.

...

I didn't cry atleast. :D

I'm just happy the team is nice to me :) Although... It makes me feel worse, look worse, and probably am the worse. I'm not the worse player-- nah, screw that, I think I'm really the worse on the team. I can hardly breathe and I missed 75% of practice because I was stupid and read the timing wrong when the message for all bball girl's tryouts are today. Well, damn.

So much for thinking I can join the girl's basketball team. My life. Sucks.


Sunday, September 30, 2012

Feeling A Tad Bit Left Out

I feel alittle bit left out...

...

SCREW THAT, I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN WARPED TO A WHOLE 'NOTHER UNIVERSE! Spade and I are starting to be close friends, BUT

EVERY

SINGLE

TIME

SOMEONE INTERFERES OUR FRIENDSHIP. Either it is my boyfriend, or her friends(which consists of guys). Spade and I are closer than before, I can say, but I'm not on the same level as her. I'm more comfortable with being around her, but that's it.

That's all.

I know it's weird, but I can sense what level of friendship I'm at, and I'm currently at level 2 or being a complete friend with Spade. BUT NO. THOSE ANNOYING PESTS ARE IN THE WAY. Look, don't take it the wrong way, but I hate, and I mean ABSOLUTELY hate, being on level 2.

It's where I'm comfortable near a person to talk freely, but I have to be polite as well.

AND I'VE BEEN ON THIS LEVEL FOR FAR TOO LONG. Much. Too. Long. I'm even on this level with my boyfriend also. I'm his girl, but I'm also being polite.

UGH. SCREW THIS. I AM NOW PROCEEDING TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL.

Must... defeat... pests...

--Annoyed Purima

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

July 11th

Today's my birthday, yet, only my mom, aunt, and my close friend said, 'Happy Birthday' to me. I'm pretty satisfied with that, but I kinda want some more special attention. I'm having a birthday party this Sunday(which reminds me, has there ever been a party on my exact birthday?) and most of my mother's friends are coming. Which means, drinking is insured, adults are around, and 3 little bratty kids I have to look after will be there.

I have a wonderful party. Maa, it's better than having none, right? Besides, since I'm turning 15 today(well, the exact time would be 8:45pm) I might as well celebrate it with mom. I remember this one time where on my birthday, I celebrated my birthday with my mom, and only my mom. It wasn't much, because we were heavily poor, but she managed to buy a cake and come candles. It was pretty funny, because she brought the wrong kind of candles, and no matter how hard I blow, they were still lit like as if they never went out! XD

Well, I wonder what'll happen on my party this week? Perhaps mom will accidentally buy me those same candles again? Ahaha, I kinda hope so. I just hope dad doesn't ruin everything. There was this one time, when I was turning 6, where I had this small birthday party with my neighboring friends(this was before mom and I ran away from him). He would stare at us for the whole time, beer in hand, face beet-red. My friends were slightly terrified of him, and because of that, they didn't bother coming over to my house much. I don't blame them; I was scared of dad, too, when I was a kid...

But moving on, I wish myself happy birthday, and thanks to the people who wished it for me also.

I wonder whats in store for me in the future now?

--Mancervore