July 11th

Today's my birthday, yet, only my mom, aunt, and my close friend said, 'Happy Birthday' to me. I'm pretty satisfied with that, but I kinda want some more special attention. I'm having a birthday party this Sunday(which reminds me, has there ever been a party on my exact birthday?) and most of my mother's friends are coming. Which means, drinking is insured, adults are around, and 3 little bratty kids I have to look after will be there.

I have a wonderful party. Maa, it's better than having none, right? Besides, since I'm turning 15 today(well, the exact time would be 8:45pm) I might as well celebrate it with mom. I remember this one time where on my birthday, I celebrated my birthday with my mom, and only my mom. It wasn't much, because we were heavily poor, but she managed to buy a cake and come candles. It was pretty funny, because she brought the wrong kind of candles, and no matter how hard I blow, they were still lit like as if they never went out! XD

Well, I wonder what'll happen on my party this week? Perhaps mom will accidentally buy me those same candles again? Ahaha, I kinda hope so. I just hope dad doesn't ruin everything. There was this one time, when I was turning 6, where I had this small birthday party with my neighboring friends(this was before mom and I ran away from him). He would stare at us for the whole time, beer in hand, face beet-red. My friends were slightly terrified of him, and because of that, they didn't bother coming over to my house much. I don't blame them; I was scared of dad, too, when I was a kid...

But moving on, I wish myself happy birthday, and thanks to the people who wished it for me also.

I wonder whats in store for me in the future now?

--Mancervore